I am sitting here munching on a bagel and thinking about wedding stuff. I really shouldn't be eating a bagel, I am trying to lose a little bit of weight. If I gain even a couple lbs, that dress will not fit. I am so serious when I mean it is a perfect fit. I took my friend Erica to see the dress yesterday. I tried it on and pranced around the store a little while she took pictures. Those pictures are being developed as we speak. I will have them posted on an undisclosed blog by this evening. If you would like to see them, get ahold of me on yahoo and I will link you. I am stressing out sooo bad about the wedding. I am trying not to worry about it, but I feel like my hands are tied being all the way out in Illinois. I feel like I should be doing a lot more. Basically I guess I am saying I feel like a lazy bum. Work cut my hours back to practically nothing. I am only working ONE day this week, and it's not even for a full 8 hours. I applied for a job at a place called Startek, I have been praying for that job. It pays really well and it would give me an opportunity to be able to put a lot more money into this wedding. I went to Startek and took all of their pre-emplyment tests, and the guy at the counter looked up my scores and said I did really well. My printer started acting up last week, making printing invitations extremely difficult. I need to go down and look at printers today. I am going to need a new one anyways, so I might as well start looking. If worse comes to worse, I can always put the font on disc and take everything down to my school. I don't know how many I could print off before they would get mad at me. I think my best bet is to just go look for a new printer. I already purchased all of the special paper, the vellum, and the ribbons to make them. I really want to do this myself, I am not ready to admit defeat yet. I am too stubborn to give up this early in the game.
Chunk and I had a really long talk last night about scripture stuff. I was in a chatroom and some guys were debating about something, and I kept asking them to explain it to me, but they wouldn't so I went and asked Chunk. I am so thankful that he has such a great doctrinal knowledge, he's already taught me so much. The other night on the phone, he sang some hymns to me. It was so cute. They were from the childrens songbook. I am glad he loves to sing, because so do I. A lot of my favorite hymns are HIS favorite hymns too! We just have so much in common. We even have the same taste in food, well, when I am not on my vegetarian kicks. We both love Andy Capp's Hot Fries. Those things are the best snack food on the earth EVER. I just think Chunk is so special, and I am so grateful that Heavenly Father put him in my path. There were a few times where Satan almost got his way and messed things up for us, but things worked out, and I am thankful for Chunk's faith and his prayers. I love him so much. I can't wait to be married to him, and start our life together. I am also thankful for his love for my children. I know he will treat them as if they were his, and I love him for that. It's hard for a guy to become an instant father figure, but I think he will handle it with much grace. He has an obvious love for children. Speaking of the children, I wanted to include a picture on here that I had developed yesterday. It makes my heart melt when I see it. Hollie had climbed up into Charley's high chair and they were feeding eachother all squished together. Here it is.